Notes between coughs

* When you try to expect goodness from others too much, it can be very frustrating. One day, here comes this shit and you expect people to empathize with you, put themselves in your shoes. But no. They’ll throw you a half-baked “awww” and then wish you’d stop being a drama queen. They never really grasp the gravity of your situation, and at the end of the day, your shit will NOT stand in their way of having a good day. That’s where friends come in. I mean true friends. Regardless of how they show it (or not show it), you’d KNOW they care, even up to the tiniest levels.

* I hate to admit it, but hospitals drive me nuts.

* It’s very rare to find a woman who makes quick decisions, without having to consult her incompetent and unreliable “girlfriends”. Their presence should only be limited to providing “company”. Or “moral support” if you will. But NOT on making decisions. Sure, they always seem to be “knowledgeable” and “wise” when you ask them for advice, as if they’ve been through everything. But when the same shit happens to them, they’ll probably ask for your advice too. So yeah, it’s funny.

* Unconsciously, beneath the darkest pits of our soul, we enjoy being hurt.